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Sarah Connor ([personal profile] knowthyexits) wrote2012-01-22 10:13 pm
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Sarah's shift hasn't been anything out of the ordinary. She's kept to her tables and there are slow periods just like any other day. She notices in the post-dinner rush that her pulse is racing, but she figures it has to do with the high heat of the kitchen and the pace from the hurrying she's just done. It's not unusual to happen to her. What is unusual is that she starts having trouble catching her breath.

She pulls up a stool, getting a water for herself and breathing in deeply. It's reminiscent of some of the milder panic attacks she's had in her time -- when John's life was on the line, when she didn't know if their safety had been compromised -- but the only battle she faces now is getting from session to session. She's nearing completion and had stupidly thought that the side effects would fade.

She's fairly sure she spoke too soon.

"Neil," she summons him quietly, when the dizziness hits again. "Neil, I need you to do me a big favor. Can you do that?"
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-01-25 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
I've been keeping an eye on her, all night. She gets so fuckin' pissed off if I hover, so I've waited... watched. At first, she just looks a little off, but eventually, I can tell she's really struggling, but I wait. She's gotten so good at covering, sometimes it's tough to tell how bad off she really is.

When she calls, I head over, trying not to look worried, or that I've even noticed there's anything off about her.

"Yeah, sure. What's up?"
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-01-27 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
"Jesus, Sarah. Yeah, okay," I say, taking the apron from her and tossing it carelessly on the bar.

"We'll go to my place, then take the ATV. It'll be faster."
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-01-28 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
"Fuck the apron. Come on," I say, slipping an arm around her and steering her toward the door.

Along the way, I make sure to catch the eye of the person working in the kitchen, so they'll know we're gone.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-01-31 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
"It's not far," I remind her, and I know she's gonna insist on supporting as much of her own weight as she can. Because she's stubborn as hell. It's one of the things I like about her, but it's also really fuckin' frustrating, at times like this.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-02 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Shut up. I know I didn't have to," I mutter, 'cause she oughta know by now that I actually give a shit. That's why I'm taking her.

Plus, I'm not like, a complete asshole.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-04 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
"You don't know what's goin' on. It might not be a big deal," I point out. Maybe she just did too much, too fast. Maybe it's something with an easy fix.

Or maybe it's not. I'm not stupid enough that I don't realize how bad this could be. But I also know there's no point freaking out, just yet. Right now, what I care about is gettin' her to the clinic.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-06 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
"You're not leavin' me in the fuckin' lurch. And you're not workin' for me, anyway. It's not like you're gettin' paid," I point out, and thankfully, the Tree isn't far at all, from here.

"If you wanna take time off, do it. I'll work it out."
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-08 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
"I like you workin' for me, too. And not just 'cause you're pretty much my best waitress," I say, climbing on and making sure she's settled before I start the engine.

Being solar powered, it's actually surprisingly quite, and it's always been a relatively smooth ride, which I guess is a good thing right now.

"Whatever time you take off, you know you can always come back."
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-10 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
Shit.

"Okay, okay," I say, pulling over to the side of the path and putting on the breaks as gently as I can, while still hurrying the fuck up about it.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-13 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Gross," I say, teasing her just as much as I dare to, and waiting for her to slide back into her seat before I take off again.

I want to get there as fast as I can. If she gets worse, suddenly, I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do for her, and the idea of that is scarier than I'd thought it would be.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-16 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not gonna just fuckin' leave you," I say, even though I'll be no help. Even though I know Rory's the type that'll do whatever he can to make sure she's okay. Letting her out at the door and driving off just feels wrong.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-19 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Rolling my eyes, I hop off the ATV and follow her, slipping ahead just so I can open the door for her.

"I was expectin' it to be a fuckin' laugh riot," I roll my eyes, "Look, I'll at least get you through the fuckin' door, then I'll quit hovering."
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-22 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not stickin' my nose in, I'm just openin' doors," I remind her with a smirk, walking down the hall toward the clinic with her, and then, just as I promised, opening the door to let her in.
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[personal profile] little_moons 2012-02-23 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"No problem," I say with a shrug, and when we step through the clinic doors, I hang back, letting her talk to Rory on her own.