Sarah Connor (
knowthyexits) wrote2012-01-22 10:13 pm
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Sarah's shift hasn't been anything out of the ordinary. She's kept to her tables and there are slow periods just like any other day. She notices in the post-dinner rush that her pulse is racing, but she figures it has to do with the high heat of the kitchen and the pace from the hurrying she's just done. It's not unusual to happen to her. What is unusual is that she starts having trouble catching her breath.
She pulls up a stool, getting a water for herself and breathing in deeply. It's reminiscent of some of the milder panic attacks she's had in her time -- when John's life was on the line, when she didn't know if their safety had been compromised -- but the only battle she faces now is getting from session to session. She's nearing completion and had stupidly thought that the side effects would fade.
She's fairly sure she spoke too soon.
"Neil," she summons him quietly, when the dizziness hits again. "Neil, I need you to do me a big favor. Can you do that?"
She pulls up a stool, getting a water for herself and breathing in deeply. It's reminiscent of some of the milder panic attacks she's had in her time -- when John's life was on the line, when she didn't know if their safety had been compromised -- but the only battle she faces now is getting from session to session. She's nearing completion and had stupidly thought that the side effects would fade.
She's fairly sure she spoke too soon.
"Neil," she summons him quietly, when the dizziness hits again. "Neil, I need you to do me a big favor. Can you do that?"
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When she calls, I head over, trying not to look worried, or that I've even noticed there's anything off about her.
"Yeah, sure. What's up?"
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"We'll go to my place, then take the ATV. It'll be faster."
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Along the way, I make sure to catch the eye of the person working in the kitchen, so they'll know we're gone.
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She needs to be seen as strong. More than anything, that's what she needs.
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Plus, I'm not like, a complete asshole.
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Or maybe it's not. I'm not stupid enough that I don't realize how bad this could be. But I also know there's no point freaking out, just yet. Right now, what I care about is gettin' her to the clinic.
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"If you wanna take time off, do it. I'll work it out."
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Being solar powered, it's actually surprisingly quite, and it's always been a relatively smooth ride, which I guess is a good thing right now.
"Whatever time you take off, you know you can always come back."
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She closes her eyes tightly, trying to ignore the light-headed sensation that bodes poorly. "Stop the vehicle, Neil," she pleads, feeling nauseous.
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"Okay, okay," I say, pulling over to the side of the path and putting on the breaks as gently as I can, while still hurrying the fuck up about it.
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I want to get there as fast as I can. If she gets worse, suddenly, I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do for her, and the idea of that is scarier than I'd thought it would be.
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"I was expectin' it to be a fuckin' laugh riot," I roll my eyes, "Look, I'll at least get you through the fuckin' door, then I'll quit hovering."
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